Friday, December 09, 2005

I like the snow...

Wow, it has been a long time since I last posted. I have been so busy lately that I don't even remember what day it is.....I have no idea how that relates to anything, but anyway...moving on. It's strange, I'm in a weirdly calm, giddy sorta mood. It was snowing this morning and it looked as if we were in a snow globe. I love that feeling, it made me pretty happy. And then I had to take a chemistry exam, which kinda ruined the whole thing, but now it's over and I'm happy again. I was looking out the window at night (yeah....I told you I was in a weird mood) and it was so pretty. It wasn't snowing anymore, but the whole street was covered with snow and the lights were reflecting off of it (granted that's kinda of a sign of light pollution, but that's beside the point) and oh...I love the winter in Canada. I think that's the one thing I missed the most. Sad, but true. Oh, and the house across the street had their outdoor tree all lit up! It was postcard perfect, I swear...

Oh god, I'm in such a bubble right now; I have a feeling it's gonna pop pretty soon. I just found out that a friend of mine is pregnant and that she's gonna have an abortion on the 11th of January. It's pretty shocking, let me tell you, to hear this from someone who you didn't expect to be in this sort of situation. It's the sort of thing that happens in the O.C. I wouldn't have been able to handle it like she has, and she has a lot of other problems as well...I guess that made me look at my innocent little life and, surprisingly, I feel pretty protected right now. My biggest worry is to study for the rest of my exams, and it's not as big as it should be....I can't even imagine...anyway...

Yeah, snow does make me feel all holiday-y and 'fuzzy', for lack of a less girly word...

1 comment:

Lawrence Wang said...

Heh, snow is cool. Why do you think so many fictioneers and artists and whatnot play with snowfall? It's just a cool thing. Except for the frostbite. And accompanying pneumonia. And you know, that stuff.

For your pregnant friend, I can only tell my apologies. That's something to ruin the christmas cheer.